累了。。。

最近情绪起伏不定。。 时好时坏。。 也许对人生感得有点累了吧。。 现在也只想赚多一点钱帮忙补贴家用， 希望家人可以过得比较好的生活。。 可以请个佣人帮忙做家务。。 一切都离我的目标好远。。 好远。。

好累哦。。 真的。。 看看家里的一切。。 好像逃离。。 不去想。。 不去看。。 可能对谁都好一点吧。。

真的。。 累了。。 好累。。

All I wanted to say is...

Asked myself this question again. If I ever have a choice, would I still choose accounting as my job? Answer is a "no". I'm really unsure if I'm really interested in accounting or just because to earn living. Until now, I still can't answer this question.

Something is very right. If you ever want to do something, just go and have a try at it while young. Not like this age of mine now, it's just all too late. =(

If ever I can turn back the clock, I want to learn a number of things or talents so called. And just pick up my courage to take part in competition to gain experience, and to improve further, hoping that one day I will make it. Even if fail to make it, at least I can tell myself that I've already tried. No regrets. In another words, yes, I've regretted.

For these few days, my thought of wanting to try to do what I want to do, is back again. My mind wondering off at times. Of course I know it's impossible to go for it now. Maybe, right from the start, it has always been a mission impossible. Of course, I did realise it long time ago. I can't compare with others at all. There's nothing good and special about me that can enable to work in the area which I'd like to work in.

Ha! Maybe accounting is still the best option for me. Let "the area of work" that I've always wanted to venture into, be a dream. One day, the thought will slowly diminish. Right? Ha~

Sometimes, I really feel that, being myself is difficult. I always ask myself, 想要做自己真的有那么难吗？Why must I behave or dress like what all others are doing? I just don't feel that comfortable, why can't I be myself? Every individual is different. If you think I'm boyish, so? I like it, can't I? If I feel like dressing like a girl, I will. To me, be comfortable with who you are is more important than anything.

Love the show 就想赖着你 because it really said what I wanted to say so much.

杨果：
1. 我相信，总有一天我也会遇到一个懂得珍惜我、在乎我的人。不管我有没有钱，不管我漂不漂亮，他都会永远爱我……永远爱我……
(I believe, that one day, I will meet someone who knows how to Cherish me, irregardless if I'm rich, pretty.. He will love me forever.. )

2. 你不要提醒我什么是事实，我知道什么是事实，事实就是我没有看清楚我自己是什么样条件的女孩子，我竟然还敢不自量力的去妄想一份令人羡慕的爱情......
(Don't remind me what the truth is.. I know what is the truth.. The truth is that I didn't have a good look at myself of what condition I am as a girl, and I still dare to dream of having a love that people will be envy of..)

(Ps: Sorry for the translation. I've done my best. Haha~)

For the first sentence, though I don't really believe, but I can only hope. These two sentences are what I have in mind always. This is the drama which speaks what I wanted to say. I really know what type of girl I am.. I do..

Sometimes, I really feel that, if I can always live in a world of drama, isn't it good? Everytime will have different encounter, different scenarios.. Not just love I mean. Includes other things happening in a show. Maybe friends, family etc. Dramas seems to be a more interesting life to live.

I really feel that I'm lost in life. My job, is this what I really want? Frankly speaking, although I always said that I aim to be Financial Controller, Finance Director, Accountant etc.. I cannot see a future in me, going into this line. I really don't know if I can really succeed.

Like I said, since I can't switch to the area which I have more interest in as I just simply not as good as those people (in any aspects )in that line. I know myself.. Maybe can't even compare with a passerby. Maybe, sticking to accounting as my rice bowl, will be a good choice. Isn't it?

=P

Hey shin! I'm lazy to blog this week, so I'll blog next week, okie? Hehe~ =P

Okie! Next week I'll blog. Settled! Bye~

就想赖着你

Finally finish watching 就想赖着你 (Down With Love)! So happy. Wouldn't it be so good if in real life there's really such a guy? Well, it's a drama though. Haha~ Like what my friend said, extinct! Haha~ Oops! No offence, but it's really quite not so possible to exist.

Ella is so cute in this drama and Jerry is good looking in this drama. (Didn't realise he can be quite good looking man =X)

Happy Tiger Year!

Wow! It's already the Tiger year! Chinese New Year is coming to an end soon. Now it's already the 8th day, just past the "ren ri" (CNY day 7). On this 7th day of CNY, we'll have the "qi yang cai" (7 types of vegetables). It's so called a birthday for all. Lets hope that in the year of the Tiger, everything will went on smoothly. All have good health, happiness and money rolling into your pocket. =D Here's a CNY song for all from my nephew and me:



Was watching this drama called 就想赖着你 (Down with Love). Quite a nice show, watched 7 episodes at one go, cool man! It's been a long time since I'm like watching drama in this type of speed also. Haha~ Oops! =X Okie, going to sleep now. Good night~

uploaded photos in facebook =D

Well, lazy to upload in both places, thus uploaded all photos in my facebook. These photos include those taken during my hair colouring session, Coreen's 22nd birthday, my nephew and I and a lot more. Take a look and you'll know. Haha~

Oh ya, taken some photos during the meet up with Kim Yuen and Yan Ting. Went to Marina Country Club (think so.. =X) there to have steamboat. The wind was too strong so none of us are in the photo. Scenery only. Haha~






Went to K-Buffet with my colleagues also. Taken some photos after eating! Haha~ I always take after eating and not before eating, weird.. =X Well, one of my colleagues drink (Honey Lemon), there's a lemon seed stuck at the straw there. Haha~ So funny.. Hahaha!

lazy to blog again =p

Haha~ yes! I'm lazy to blog again! oops =x

Ok ok, will find one day to upload all my photos into facebook and my this blog here.

Went shopping with Lay Hoon and Shin Yee yesterday. We went to 313@Somerset to shop. Big place to shop, but bought only 1 piece of vest/coat or whatever you called, at BYSI. Got sales, so saw this vest quite nice, and bought it. Haha~ Asked both girls umpteen times whether should buy not until they feel so vexed already. Wahaha!

After that, Lay Hoon so poor thing, need go back office to work. Oh ya, before we went shopping at 313, Lay Hoon and I went K-Lunch! Long time never go sing with her already. She still sang 183Club's songs. Haha~ I've almost forgotten their songs though. Ok, back to topic. After Lay Hoon went back office, actually Shin Yee needed go back buy food for her brother. But! NEL got some train fault problem. The trains are not coming from either direction. Waited for maybe more than 10 minutes for the train. In the end, the announcement went from "the train will be delayed a while" to "adviced to take alternative". Haha~ Thus! We went to Ang Mo Kio to shop and had our dinner at the S-11 there.

The world is so small. I was standing at the stall selling western food and deciding what to order, I met my cousin there. She came to the same stall as me to order the food. She, just like Shin Yee had said, the food there is very nice. Must try! So, deiciding whether to take chicken chop or pork chop, I decided to try the pork chop. Haha~

So.. That's all about it. Bye~