yes! exam's over!

Oh yes! Exam's finally over! Now enjoying my life without books, feeling so great! Haha~ So, having been a lot of days not updating my blog, I'll now upload some photos taken recently, and also some videos of my nephew's childcare centre graduating ceremony performance by the students there. So cute lor, these kids.. Adorable! Feel like going forward to hug them.. Haha~ Oh ya, please don't mind the conversation from the background of the video. Hehe~ A lot of people talking, so just recorded the conversation while videoing these kids dancing =D

Photos:

hehe.. let's take photo together bah..

Ultraman! (purposely ask him take photo coz his mouth, so dirty! haha~ oops!)

"har!" strongggg~

Ultraman again! har!

Power ranger! har! har!

box Gu-Gu, monster! i'm a power ranger!!

i'm a monster now! Gu-Gu "peng" me..

"ti ti ti" power ranger!

har!

Photos taken by Divan:

Videos of kids performing at the childcare centre graduation ceremony:

don't feel like studying!!

No doubt that studying can be fun, but not when you need to work and study at the same time. Tiring and it's like, don't have sufficient time to study for people like me who are not the hardworking type. I prefer to study last minute as I can remember better. Seems like, this seating, I applied my leave a bit too late. Now, I can feel the stress, and don't have the feel to sit for my exam in this sitting. Really, stressed!

When stressed, I can't study! I study best when I'm not feeling stressful and that's when I can absorb and grasp what I'm studying best. Stress?! Nothing! Don't feel like starting at all, how to start my revision?!

Tomorrow is that start of my first paper, and yet, I've not start revising. ARGH!!!

my nephew, my dogs and me..

Hmm... Hmm!

Do I look fierce enough??

hehe~ smile..

Nice smile ah..

There's a scratch mark on his hand actually, but seems like can't really see ah.. Never mind.. Look at the next photo then ..

Carry the dog lah! See! The dog scratched your face liao lor.. Handsome not?

Hi!

Hello!

Stop taking photo.. Haha~

Can I don't entertain you?

The dog named Xiao Hei (Lil Blackie).

The one looking at the camera is called Milk Milk.

Don't know what he singing lah.. What what Jia Wei Niu Nai?? Haha~

Waiting for him to sing second time...

Finally it's the second time, but! Still catch no ball leh.. Aiyo~

The 2 doggies are fighting/playing.. Alamak! Night time lor! Still playing..

my feelings..

Have you ever wonder what you really want to be or do in the future? Is what you are doing now towards your goal(s)? Or is it just doing it as that's what you think you will be doing in future; maybe due to the course of your study? Or is it really your dream?

Goal(s)? Ambition? Dream(s)? What are they? I always said that I wanna be a Financial Controller (FC) but I keep questioning myself is that what I really want in life? Maybe what u claimed to be your dream/goal is not what you really want inside of you. The inner you should know better or understand better what you wish to do. However, bear in mind that what you really hope to do may not be realistic and you yourself know very well that it's impossible too. Thus, maybe it's better to have a realistic goal being set; your secondary goal in life.

Emo period is round the corner again. A lot questions start popping out in my mind with no answers also. Well, I don't plan to hear any answers either. There are many things in the world that happened or happen(s) or will happen without a clear explanation. Nobody can explain for it as there's actually no answer(s) to the questions. Just live with it and maybe, one day, you might understand why such things happened, but understanding and providing the exact reason(s) are two different things (to me).

Sometimes I really feel unhappy. Why am I here? What am I doing here? Is that what I want in life? Can I don't think so much? Can I don't worry so much? Can I don't care so much, just close one eye and open one eye, or better still, close both eyes? See the children, the kids.. So naive, innocent, carefree.. What are you adults doing, thinking? I don't understand. I don't need to understand as I really don't understand. Leave me alone.. I'm happy now.. Let me enjoy my childhood and worry about things later.

I start to like the feeling of being alone. I don't daze when alone, instead it makes me think a lot. Travelling on a bus, looking at scenery, people buildings etc. sets you thinking and wondering about many things.

I enjoy watching rainfall, listening to the falling rain drops.. So nice, relaxing.. All my unhappiness seems to be washed away together with the rain. I like to look at the sky. So broad and so high. The clouds are so beautiful, all in different sizes and shapes, making the sky even more beautiful.

I enjoy looking at the sea. Hearing the water splashing sound, enjoying the wind. Sitting alone down there sounds rather good isn't it? Though maybe you'll see a lonely back view of mine but that's when you'll really feel your existence. Face your true feelings, don't you think so? That's what I think will happen to me if I really were to be alone there.

The sky, the sea and the wind...

My dearest nephew is now 3 years old!!

Yes! My nephew, on the date of 24 Oct 2009, is officially 3 years old! Took him to Compass Point to buy presents. His Ah-Ma (grandma, who is my mother lah) bought him 2 shirts, his Ah-Gong (grandpa, who is my father lah) bought him a birthday cake, his Gu-Gu (aunt, who is me lah) bought him 2 toys and his Daddy and his daddy's friend and girlfriend also bought him toy and drinks!

Kids nowadays so good life, can receive so many presents during his birthday. Even if not his birthday, he also receiving a lot of toys, shirts etc. Haha~ Still keep asking me (when I get home from work) if got buy toys for him today not. Omg! I spent a lot of money on him man! Haha~

Recalling my birthdays, at most receive a birthday cake. Presents, hmm... Comes to think about it, not too many, since I can't really remember what I've received during my birthdays and I can only remember that there will surely be a cake for me. Well, maybe because at that time, our financial status is not that well, just enough to spend so called, maybe got save a little. Nonetheless, I still enjoy my birthdays every year, up till today! =D

Alright, share some photos with you:

The birthday boy!

Come on! Give a nicer smile please..

His birthday cake..

Quick blow the candles!! Eeee... All the saliva also in the cake I think.. Haha~

Come! PaPa help you cut the cake..

Birthday boy and Daddy!

Birthday boy and JieJie (my bro's girlfriend)!

a dream..

Had a dream last night and it seemed to be an expression of my thought (sometimes). In my dream, I told my mum that once I've completed my ACCA study (that's when I can save more money than I do now), I plan to find rent a room and move out to stay on my own. Haha~

Been having this thought at times; when I was full with anger inside of me. Sometimes I just don't understand certain things and I already given up, don't wish to say anymore as it's just absolutely useless, just wasting my saliva that's all.

I just want to avoid this type of situation. Yes, it's a selfish thought. Dilemma. It's an on and off thought. On one hand, I want to avoid similar incident while on the other hand, I want to stay with my family too. I still want to get to play with my nephew everyday. Sigh..

Nevermind, it's just a dream only anyway. Haha~ Who knows, maybe, one fine day, I might really move out? Haha~ Nah.. At least not so soon.. Haha~

Photo takings, Dancing & Singing!

What the hell is going on?!

No need to go to work for these 2 days as I was on an Advanced Excel course. Feeling so great, as though was a long weekends for me. Thursday(17/09/09) till Monday (21/09/09) there's not a need to go to work! Haha~ Happy! No need to take leave and yet can escape from going to office for work. No bad isn't it? Haha~

Heard that Rhino's father-in-law has been admitted to hospital and a limited number of days left. Actually, felt quite sad upon hearing this even though I may not know him. Of course when you heard negative news, even if is a stranger, this type of news sure is saddening, am I right to say so?

Recently my grandmother also not that positive looking. Well, maybe might not last till next year. I hope to see her continue living happily in this world, but she's more like suffering in pain now. She fell down like a week or 2 weeks ago, suffered from a fracture. Couldn't operate as firstly, she's already quite old (90+) if remembered correctly, plus her heart is not that strong anymore. So, couldn't take the risk and Doctor also said can't operate on her.

Basically now she can't move, she'll have to stay in her bed most of the time. She felt pain (due to the fracture) and taking medicine to control the pain. Quite sad isn't it? Sigh. Some more to go but I'll not go on here.

Recently quite a number of things seemed to have happened. Well, not major problem (except the 2 incidents mentioned above). Just some minor incidents. Firstly, one of our office's drive crashed. Followed by the broke down of our printer, then comes the invoice printing machine next. Now our computers are all connected to just one printer to print everything we needed to. Then, one of the accountant's PC also spoilt, and heard that today, some can't print to the printer again.

What the hell is going on?! Argh!! Forget it! Never mind..

It's been a long time going to sing already. I wanna go KBOX!! PARTYWORLD!! I WANNA GO SINGING!! Is it that difficult? Maybe it is. Wondering when will I be going and who are going with me. Well, just keep on waiting then...

some videos of my nephew, that's all..

Demonstrating a dance which he learnt in school.

Oh! This is the longer version. I really mean LONG. He kicks for so long, still kicking! Haha~

He's singing Lan Duo Cong ("Lazy Worm"). So, there's one part of the lyrics which is something like, whole body aching/pain.. That's why you see him pointing from head to toes. =)

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star (Chinese version) + Actions

It's a.. Erm.. Hokkien song called Gai Jiu. I don't really know how to sing, don't ask me =X

Yippee!!

Yeah! Finally got myself a new laptop! Yippee!! Do you know that I'm so happy about it? Haha~ My old laptop already spoiling, taking me such a long time to on it, such a long time to load things and what's more is that it will SHUT DOWN SUDDENLY!! That's why not been surfing net at home during weekends. It's so frustrating what!

BUT!! Now it's gonna be different. ^_^ I'll be using quite often, and should be updating my blog more often (as compared). Think so, keeping my fingers crossed =X

Well, 7th month's nearing and I hate watching horror movie during that month as it'll set my mind thing about the horror scenes at night when trying to make myself falling asleep. The problem is, I quite like watching horror movie, but normally it's that month when lots of horror movies will be airing. Sickening! Haha~ Why?!

Oh ya, recently been addicted to playing Farm Town on Facebook. My colleagues and me are like, so crazy over it. Haha~ We'll try to hire one another to harvest to help one another earn more money to buy lots of things. Haha~ Quite fun! Should go and try. Please remember to add me as your neighbour as I wanted to hire people to plow my land for me. Lazy to do it myself. Haha~ =P

Alright, for today, just wanna show one of the videos of my nephew singing "Guo Qi" (flag). Ask him sing properly, but he kept wanting to jump about. Haha~ Cute leh.. Haha~

meet up on 24/07/09 Friday

It’s been quite some time that the four of us (Shin, Coreen, Janice and me) went put together. Hmm.. Where did we go?

Eh.. Oh! Bugis that Illuma to dine at the Empire State. Haha~ The food there is alright, not bad. I ordered the half chicken but to realize that I don’t know how to cut to eat. It looks so awful being cut up by me. So poor thing (the chicken). I’m not going to order half chicken again until I’ve learnt how to cut nicely and graciously. For the time being, I’ll just order 1 full chicken then. Oops! =X kidding kidding~

Oh ya, Janice was so happy when she saw the staff pushing out the dustbin. Haha~ Don’t get it wrong! She’s not looking at the staff. She’s looking at the DUSTBIN! Haha~ Oops! So sorry Janice, didn’t mean to say that. Haha~ No offence, alright? =P

After dinner, we went to have our dessert (also at Bugis that area). Each of us ordered different dessert. Quite nice the desserts, can go there again. But! I forget where that place is, so.. haha~ Must ask Shin about it. Haha~

Instead of going back to Bugis to take MRT, we walked to Clarke Quay instead. Haha~ Enjoying the “scenery” while chit-chatting. Not a long way, or maybe it’s because we are walking and talking at the same time. Hmm.. Possible..

When taking bus no.72 back home, the bus driver, wondering how he drive, brakes so suddenly that I almost fell! Luckily Shin helped me and prevented me from falling.

Nonetheless, it was a wonderful outing whereby we kept one another posted of our recent status. =)

nephew at pasar malam

For the past 2 weeks or so, there was this pasar malam near my house there. He went there to play while I took the photo for him. Oh ya, I also accompany him to take the Pirate Ship. Haha~

it's my NEPHEW's time again!!

Riding on his Daddy's back to view the lion dances.

He placed all the fish into each plate and line them up properly.

He FORCED me to put on HIS socks -_-"'

I'm not a willing party, ok?

Don't think his bike is also a willing party. Oops =X

He's lion dancing again!