think think think

Suddenly the long time lost feeling of emptiness is back again.. Suddenly I feel like being alone and feeling that alone might not be that bad after all..

Should I start considering switching to audit work? Or should I wait till after ACCA then think about it as I'm worried that I might not be able to handle work (audit) and study at the same time. Looking at how Lay Hoon is coping, imagine myself in her shoe, I'll be dead very soon. I'm not as disciplined as her, can start revision earlier (at least earlier than me). I'm just too used to last minute study. Sigh..

Feel like taking a bus home from work to think about these issues, which was why sometimes I alight at TPY to take bus 88 home. Look at the scenery and think..

School has started once again. Don't even dare to think about results which should be out in August? I guess so. Don't bother to know the result release date as really not confident this time round which was the reason that I don't dare to think about my results. Wondering how many papers will I have to retake. 1? 2? 3? Wah! Sian~

Hey buddy! Talk to me lah. Though we not able to MSN, but can email to me to have a heart to heart talk what. Or give me a call or I give you a call to chat lah. Don't keep talking to your diary. There's a human here with you and will always be there for you. I'll be your listening ear. I promise.

Okie lah, going to sleep already, Gotta work tomorrow morning. Later cannot wake up.

Good night, diary. May I have a sweet dream~ Haha~ =p