think think think

Suddenly the long time lost feeling of emptiness is back again.. Suddenly I feel like being alone and feeling that alone might not be that bad after all..

Should I start considering switching to audit work? Or should I wait till after ACCA then think about it as I'm worried that I might not be able to handle work (audit) and study at the same time. Looking at how Lay Hoon is coping, imagine myself in her shoe, I'll be dead very soon. I'm not as disciplined as her, can start revision earlier (at least earlier than me). I'm just too used to last minute study. Sigh..

Feel like taking a bus home from work to think about these issues, which was why sometimes I alight at TPY to take bus 88 home. Look at the scenery and think..

School has started once again. Don't even dare to think about results which should be out in August? I guess so. Don't bother to know the result release date as really not confident this time round which was the reason that I don't dare to think about my results. Wondering how many papers will I have to retake. 1? 2? 3? Wah! Sian~

Hey buddy! Talk to me lah. Though we not able to MSN, but can email to me to have a heart to heart talk what. Or give me a call or I give you a call to chat lah. Don't keep talking to your diary. There's a human here with you and will always be there for you. I'll be your listening ear. I promise.

Okie lah, going to sleep already, Gotta work tomorrow morning. Later cannot wake up.

Good night, diary. May I have a sweet dream~ Haha~ =p

rotting at home for 1 week..

Sad sad sad... T_T didn't manage to go to Bangkok on last Saturday due to fever. Initially thought the fever was due to the flu jab which I had on last Tuesday, but in the end, it was not. I've seen 3 times doctor, 3 different doctors (1 is company's doctor, the other 2 are the one whom I'll normally go to if sick). Finally the third time after seeing the doctor, the fever finally subsided but left only rashes.

However, the rashes started to itch the next day. Instead of going to work, my mum asked me to go see doctor again to get some cream or medicine to stop the itch. And so I did... Sad to say, the doctor suspected that I'm having dengue fever. He told us that he'd sent a few patients living near my area, to the hospital for dengue treatment. This week, so far, has NOT sent any yet. Well, I guess he suspect that I'll be the next target as he kept looking at me when saying those words, looking so confident some more.. Haha~ So, took a blood test and wait for report to confirm.

That very evening, received a phone call from the doctor to confirm that, yes, I'm indeed tested dengue positive. As my platelet count is not less than 50, he gave me 2options, one is to go straight to hospital, or secondly is to stay at home if I'm feeling alright, don't feel giddy or going faint. I chose the second option which is to stay at home.

That very night, my mum cooked something for me to drink that could help increase my platelet count. Not as awful as I thought. Haha~ Drank and went back to sleep.

Woke up the next morning and went back to the doctor as instructed to get one more medicine from him, and also to do another blood test to see the platelet count. Received the report just now and very happy that platelet count increased. Just increase a bit more will be back to normal range. The doctor said I don't need to go back to him anymore as I'm recovering well. That's good. Spent quite a bit of money already, sigh. But well, at least I'm ok.. Haha~

This whole week didn't go to work, will be back to work next week. Seems like I still got quite a bit of work undone. Gotta rush a bit I guess. Plus, it's month end closing soon again! Tired.

Yoz~ I'm FINALLY back again~

Haha~ Been a long long long long donkey "years" that I've blogged already, did anyone miss me? Well, I doubt so but it's okie.

Finally exam's over and it's time to relax and play hard till the start of another round of "torture" in July. People have been asking me if ACCA is really that tough. Honestly speaking, if you've done enough work, there's shouldn't be a problem in passing, I mean PASSING, not scoring.

As for me, it's considered tough as.. Haha~ Yupp.. I'm not that hardworking type to study. I'm those last minute "learner", but more likely to be called a bad habit. This habit is really hard to change, and I'm really very used to it. For that I've been doing that don't know for how many years already.

I love studying at night, from 11pm to around 2am or 3am. That's the best time for me to study. Quiet and cool environment. I'll on the radio and listen to 933fm while studying.

A kind reminder, last minute study don't work well for ACCA study. Don't ever do it if you don't want to be like me i.e high chance of failing. Consistency hard work will be the one that makes you pass. Haha~

I'll be going Bangkok with some of my colleagues this Saturday 20 Jun 09 for a 4 Days 3 Nights short trip. Excited! Haha~ Haven't start packing yet, but nothing much to bring, so should be quite fast when packing.

Don't know what should I get for my family and friends, totally no idea yet. Well, wait till in Bangkok then decide since can't think of any right now.

Oh ya, some photos to share here. Went to attend an accountant's wedding on 31 May 09 (the day before my exam). She's so pretty on that day, looks so different. Haha~

short entry is better than none =p

Eh.. A bit lazy to write a whole chunck of wordings, so I guess will just upload some of the photos (with quite a lot still not loaded up here yet, haha~) with short descriptions (if applicable). Haha~ Don't mind right? Heehee =p

Alright, let's see.. Oh! We've got photos taken at NYNY during Janice's birthday! Haha~ We surprised her by having the staff to bring out the cake and singing a Happy Birthday song for her. Haha~ So fun as it's our first try (in this clique of us).. Hmm..

Say "cheese"! Yeah! Mission accomplished! VICTORY!!

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Janice, happy birthday to you. Hey! Make a wish and blow the candles quickly! The wax is dripping! Haha~

Next in the queue, can you see my younger nephew Vavan aka Bin Bin? Ask him not to move about so that I can take a clearer picture of him, but... As you can see.. Obviously he's not listening to me. Afterall, he's around 6 months old only.. So.. Haha~

The tv program looks more attractive to me, not your camera... Cannot blame me for moving about as you are blocking my view, Gu Gu..

Disgusting! I was taking this bus 161 home one day after work when I saw these rubbish on the floor. Don't know who's the one so inconsiderate, not throwing away into the rubbish bin after eating. By the way, are we allowed to eat these type of food on the bus? Hmm.. This is BAD!

"I" don't belong here. Can someone bring me "home" or a place which I belong? Please help me find my "parent/(s)" or "master, pleaseeeee...

Look at my nephew.. He's crying! And so I took photos of him crying.. Shame shame.. Haha~

Snap! One photo taken to let him take a look of himself with red red eyes...

Ha! Still continue crying?! I'll take some more photo then.. Wahaha~

Hey! Finally it's me! Haha~ Well, those were taken on the actual day of my birthday in the office. Haha~ My colleagues fork out some money and bought me a cake to celebrate my birthday. Thank you guys! Love you all! Oh ya, the cake was a little difficult to cut as it was filled with fruits.. Haha~

Was sitting my my "lao da" desk to cut the cake. She was on leave during that week..

Quickly take a photo. Worried the wax will drip onto the cake, which I think it did.. Just a little only, no big deal lah.. Haha~ Remove can already what..

Can you see the fruits? Somemore get me 2 big and 1 small candles. No need so "accurate" lah.. Old already leh.. Haha~ Get me 1 candle's enough. Haha~ =p

As you might have guessed, my nephew's playing with my phone again. He's trying to take a picture of the fish, which I think he'd done quite well... As least I can still see the fish. Haha~

Fish!

See anything?

Haha~ Did you see that? The fish is looking at the camera! Haha~

Just cut my hair shorter these few days. Actually no change in the style, only that the length is shorter, and also my fringe.. Not used to short fringe.. Weird feeling.. Haha~

Ugly picture I know. Nevermind, since I'm not pretty at all. =)

lunch-time blogging

Haha~ Been a long time since I've blogged right? =X

I'll try to blog during weekends then.

Well, reached 21 years old last Tuesday. No special feeling for this birthday, everything is as per normal, just like all my birthdays. Even is supposed to consider a very special day as it's the "Golden Key" day (haha~), but don't feel anything special about it. Just that the age had increased by 1 figure.

Nonetheless, wanna thank all my friends and colleagues who celebrated my birthday and thanks for all your presents and greetings. =D I'll blog the photos here during weekends to let you see. =)

Was feeling tired and sleepy, maybe because Ire is not here. She went on exam leave. All the best, Ire! You sure can do well in your exam, no worries =D (though she doesn't know my blog, so she won't see this but is OK as I've sms her yesterday.)

Life's as usual; boring. Nephew's growing up day by day, and getting naughtier and naughtier. Sometimes really makes our blood boils! I really mean BOILS! Cannot stand him sometimes, so naughty yet so cute. Haha~

Bought a toy for him to play; a guitar. Pray hard that he won't spoil it. Haha~ Next time then buy some other things for him, and of course, for my younger nephew too.

Oh ya, been thinking about visiting my friend and her daughter, so must buy something for her baby daughter too. Well, already thought of what to buy as I went around to see while shopping for my nephew's toy that day.

~Divan taking photos/videos of himself~

==he's taking a photo of himself==
==actually he happened to snap at the right timing, haha~==

==he's calling my name "ying ying" and telling me that there's light==

it's time for my nephew again!

Well, taken quite a lot of photos of my nephew and I'm going to show it to you people. He's very naughty yet very cute. Don't know should be angry with him or should be happy sometimes; funny yet makes your blood boil! Haha~

==changing diaper for pooh bear==

==watching and playing lion dance==

==taking bears for a walk==