Vavan, I wish you are by my side...

Ha~ Guess nothing can be a big blow to me anymore as this is the biggest blow ever. What shit boy-girl relationship or husband-wife relationship is all about? It's just nothing!

Now, even though my stupid problem not solved, but I'm no longer thinking about it. This recent event is all I can think of. I love him and I'll miss him...

Vavan, always remember you've got this Gu Gu (aunt), and I'll always love you.

Everyday I'll look at your picture to kiss you, and ask you to be a good boy. Though I really hope to watch you grow up, but, well...